I have no one to blame myself. And I need to stop making excuses for my own mistakes. I need some time to gather my thoughts and come up with a plan on how I can overcome this living “nightmare.” This is not the life I want to live. I set out for one thing only and that’s to be happy! I can’t depend on anyone else but myself to make ME h a p p y. Brighter days will come! I see you peeking through, but it is not time yet .. for I still have a few things to take care of. Yours truly.